Aside from working on my new WIP (work in progress), I’ve had some time to really think about the events that have shaped our nation over the past two years. The pandemic being my main focus and how it derailed so many goals, hopes, and dreams. Yes, it was that serious for many people, but I can only speak for myself. I was among those who didn’t suffer tragedy due to the coronavirus. I thank God every day, and my heart goes out to those who have. This blog post is just my fluff piece or takes on my pandemic experience and how it affected some huge goals.
How many of you said that 2020 would be your year? After 2019’s declarations of the worst year ever, 2020 was supposed to be the year of redemption for so many. I had plans to start social networking, something I hadn’t done in forever. As an introvert, this pandemic has been a turning point for me. I realized that I also need times of social gathering activities to balance me out. Especially with the thought of doing business. I’m not one of those tech-savvy personalities that shines through the camera. I need social interaction. As an empath, this is my way of connecting with people. I had plans to start a social business that involved interacting with people in person, and this was to be my coming out of my shell year. For the first time in a long time, I would start to make new friends as an adult.
Hearing news of the pandemic and what that would mean for social interaction, and ultimately business, I was devastated. I figured it would only last maybe a month or so. Surely, the government would do something to prevent a prolonged event or at least take extreme measures to prevent a spread. What I wasn’t expecting was mutations, government denial, or shutdowns and mandates. It was like a mini Twilight zone for so many. Social distancing and wearing masks became the norm. And I began to shrink right back into my shell. It’s a daunting task for someone who may lack adequate social connections to join in the popularity of Zoom parties with close friends or even family. It’s even harder for people without dedicated access to computers or the internet. Some of the elderly were just straight up neglected and abandoned in nursing homes.
The toll of social distancing during the pandemic set a lot of people’s goals behind or even destroyed them before they began. Some people couldn’t visit loved ones, travel to their favorite destination to escape their extraordinarily stressful everyday lives. We were all at one point, just stuck. Seeing a silver lining was almost impossible with the CDC not being able to provide a clear timeline as to when we’d get back to normal. I don’t know about you, but I hated the slogan, “New Normal.” I believe people rebelled because they didn’t want to come to terms with this idea. Neither did I, but I did my part in preventing the spread by wearing my mask, washing my hands frequently, social distancing, and eventually getting the vaccine when it was my turn.
I think back to the end of 2020 and when 2021 started, and we still didn’t see the end of Covid. Still, there are mutated outbreaks and crises all over the world as a result. I decided to regain my focus on writing in between getting back to just the regular “normal.” because it is the sanest response I could make due to my introverted nature. It’s a way to explore my talent while I wait for the day I’m brave enough to once again get out of my shell.
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